thanks for leaving my heart in turmoils once again.
why tell me all these when nothing will change.
i've worked so hard, to get you outta my head, outta my system.
and yet... why is it so easy for you to creep your way back in.

you know i meant every single word that i sent you.
and i really hoped you meant wad you said.
why contact me now.
and once again u left me with many unanswered questions and the emptiness that u left behind.
and you'll never know.

on a sidenote,
happy new year!
a pretty interesting countdown in the cab, just in time to watch the fireworks display at marina.
last night was pretty awesome. less those msges.

behappyD

stupid octopus face.
at times you srsly irritates the shit outta me, at times you just melt my heart. like melted cheese.
please tell me it aint true ):

missing the girls )):

havent felt this way in a LONG time.
waiting for his message, hoping that he would call.
and the fact that he doesn't know. omggggggg.
he said he's washing his car. haaa. wonder wonder wonder.

life's been pretty good.
thanks to that octopus face (jacob) being ard.
to friends that stick by me.
and the fact that your last msg totally reflects how i felt.

don't make me choose, he will always be the one.
yes, this is how i feel for now.

quick B, msg me back! hahaha

i'm guessing its really over now.
i'll be strong, exams are just round the corner and i cant afford to screw up.
i cant break down now. (:

why do i feel lost?