ITS THE HOLS
HappY!!hmmm.. lets start from yesterday... ...
well..din go to school.cuz was having founder's day mass..and i din go to church for it..so in other words..my holidays started yesterdae..yeps.went swimming.was FUN!!! hahahz..if only i could have gotten tanner (is there such a word??)then went to Mt alvernia to do cip..it was pretty boring..having to type in those contacts of some docs in jakarta..funny names..dun even noe what to fill in.oh wells..it took mi like two or three hours to do it..bleahz.messy stuff.. then suddenly the pple dere had to rush some brochures to some other place and we had to help pack the thing..wat would they o if we weren't there ..muahahahhaz..they should feel lucky that we were dere :P
now on to today..finished reading the john saul book..it was pretty nice. title:Shadows
can't stop thinking bout it ..coms and brains and artificial intelligence.hahaz..then went back to school at 11 something to collect my report book..nuthing much..since i already noe my results..my dad was too lazy to go and see ms wan..hahahz..so had to collect for myself..anyway, even if he went... ... he wouldn't get any useful advice too..hahaz..common sense.
then went to pick my mum and went to suntec.. to shop..!!!!! hahahz.. was niceeee..since i had my mum to pay..bought two tops and a men's polo tee!! hahahz..happi =D
sometimes i wished i was a male..it would be so easy to dress.hahahz.. then went to the book fair..the books there are actually quite boring.. not anything that i normally buy..BUT there was this shop or watever you call it.. they sold books that i actually like and it was CHEAP!!
bought 3 books..
v.c andrews : broken wings --> $5
John Grisham : The testament -->$6
Dean Koontz : by the light of the moon --> $5
damn cheap rite..and the books are so new..happy with wat i bought today!! whee..then went home and i went JOGGING!! hahahz.. exercise is good.. =P had sushi and honey chicken for dinner..now i am still hungry..haiz
anyway today's the house sooo much quieter..with my bro gone..went for some chalet thing..having fun..leaving mi here.. hahah *jealous* =P oh wells.. at least there wun be anybody bothering mi..
haiz.. my mum's asking mi to start studying.."the olevels are coming and your prelims are onli a few months away.. blah blah blah blah" I am choosing to ignore her..for the time begin..hahaz.. one ear in the other ear out.. bleahz

bleahz.bleahz.bleahz.bleahz.
damn tired..been walkin around the whole dae with my dad.. bored..
skip school today..whee~~ abt 16 pple from our class pon..hahahz.. suddenly every class is halfed.that was what i was told..hahahz
actually got nuthing much to sae..woke up at the same time which i normally do.damn early.had breakfast.wenthome.watched final destination which was quit cool..hhaz.niceeee
went to IMM..bleahz.. boring place

mum promised to go shopping with mi on durin the weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOORAY.. *jumps jumps*

anyway..yepz.. is suppose to do some goal aiming thing for ms wan.. bleahz.. dun even noe wat am i suppose to write.. was told that die die also muz go to school tmm..wth.
suppose to call hailing and sherline.. hahaz..lazy mi

had netball carnival yesterdae..was quite fun i guess..got third overall..which was considered quite a miracle..hahhaz..never actually knew that netball was so fun
*we rock we rule we dominate the school*
4/8 ROX!!!! hahahz
ms teo made us sit in the bloody hot sun for SO LONG.. i wanted a tan but not in THAT way..argh.. the floor was burning too.. think my butt is roasted..hahhaz
then went to fish and co to eat.. went for chua..soooo sleepy k..
was in a jumpy and sleepy mood yesterdae..hahahz.. get wat i mean.. bleahz..
nuthin more to sae.. THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING.. soooo looking forward to it.. YAY

SwEeT bEgInIngS aNd bItTer eNdInGs

got back a few of our papers.. quite dissappointed bout my geog though..chem.. i dunnoe..hist.. haiz.. hahahz.. but din fail any again.. i should be happy.. :D
for chem muz thank 4/2!! hahahz.. sorry ar.. :P

after collecting papers went to play netball..hmm.. must be more aggressive.. like how???!!! so gonna die tmm.. bleahz..played till the school ended then went to watch the cheerleading pple.. and i realised that mich , yanling and nicole could actually do splits.. so kewl.. wished that i could do it too..hahaz

got my dad to fetch mi home.. whee..had lunch at compass point bk.. bk AGAIN!! i am goin to scream..quite sick of it already..went home.rushed to bathe then it was time to go and fetch my mum..

thats one whole dae gone.. quite uneventful..
aim of the night : finish reading more than 100 pages of Dispossesion
@_@

quite frustrated with myself.. why do i have to spoil it all by doin something soo stupid..argh..do i have no self control at all..after so long of persevering..thot that it was all over..why do i always do stupid stuff..feelin so tired and sleepy now.. been feelin the same for the past few daes.. hate the way i am feelin now.. sometimes i hate myself..*sigh* if only... if only... too many "if only"s in my life..
i wish i may
i wish i might
get the wish i wish tonite..
WISH UPON A STAR..

think i should spend more time in my bed.. but i dun feel lyke sleepin even though my eyelids are like droppin down already..sometimes i feel that sleeping is a waste of time but it is also a LUXURY.. SLEEP..dreamless sleeps..just sleep..
-mum allowed me to skip school on wed.. should i?? schools boring.. anyway dun think that there would be anything happening on wed.. hope that the class fund has like $76 for the physics hol. homework.. oh wells.. everybody's in need of money.. so am i..-

shall stop here or else i would never complete my aim.. netball carnival..haiz.

walk walk walk walk and more walking!!! hahaz..
went for the big walk todae.. thot that it was actually quite short..was only around the kallang area.. bleahz..met hailing at dhoby ghaut.. was suppose to take the chartered bus there but it was so damn crowded so in the end went to take bus 16.. din even noe that it would take us to kallang.. muahahahz..just follow the crowd. by the time we started walkin was like around 8:40 already..and some people have already finished walking..hahhaz..was quite fun.. gave ourselves aims..XD thot that we actually walked quite fast.. finished walkin then went to PS to have lunch.. goin to PS two daes in a row.. haiz..went to pasta mania for lunch..*YUMX* especially the baked rice.. *lick lips* making mi feel hungry again.. walked around wanted to find jelly belly at Carrefour.. but they din have it.. and sorry for the pooh bears that i have misplaces.. hahahahhaz..times..books..hmm..wanna get a new book.anyway tats about all for todae..

yesterdae was FUN.. had ij walkathon.. from chijmes back to the thomson site passing through the toa payoh site..that explains the first sentence.. the ij one was longer than BIG walk..met at chijmes.. walked.. suppose to do quiz on the way.. our answers was all crap..thot that we were the last few already..hahaz.. then after the mid point we started walking REAL FAST.. pple have long legs.. i dun.hahhhahaz.. was like the third group who reach there from our class. felt accomplished..din noe that my legs could take mi that far..hahahz.. sat in the rain.. walked in the rain..rain..rain..
freezing..went to PS.. yeah..ate lunch with mich at yoshinoya while the rest went to pasta mania.hahhahahhaz..then went to this fashion to look for a skirt for simone..cute..it was for her birthdae.. first time seeing her in a skirt.. muahahhaz.. members of the A.S.S [anti skirt society]is decreasing hahahhahaz.. hus the chairman now???
then in the evening went to watch troy.. almost cried.. although i dun thinkit was that sad..mayb i was just tires.. achilles.. hector..so sad.. why do they have to die.. respect..hmmm..*ponders* was nice..

anyway, today doesen feel like s sunday.. dread goin to school tmm. will have to collect back my results again.. gonna die.. bleahz..X/

i want to go roller blading! i want to go roller bladin!! *chants* + *hint hint* hahaz..31 may..hmm can't wait till the hols. all the late nights and can wake up late.. so many things that i plan to do.. and i really hope that studying is one of them.. haiz.. think i am getting irritated too easily now.. small lil' things can get me quite pissed off.. something like wats that computer doin to mi NOW!!!!!!!!! *screams* really wanna scream out loud!!! but can't will be disturbin pple..my parants are really irritating mi *roll my eyes* haiz.. mayb its just a phase..oh well..
feeling damn sleepy now..but waiting for some stupid person to come online..hmm..
"missing but not missed" just came to my mind.. random thots..
But if i let you go, I'll never noe
what my life would be
holding you close to me
just thot of that song.. like it a LOT..
aniwaes.. got back our some of our papers todae..it was quite ok.. but not well done
actually i am quite happy with wat i got..din really study for it. and most of all i din FAIL anything!!! *grinx* the whole dae was pretty boring.. nuthing much to comment about..
having our IJ walkathon tmm.. 8km..hmmmm..wateva..still hafta go for the big walk on sunday.. suddenly i dun look forward to it anymore..wth.hope that i would be able to watch troy tmm..I WANNA watch troy..I want to go on a SHOPPING SPREE..!!! ahahz.. but have to bring my mum along so she can pay..hahhahaz.. I AM CURRENTLY BROKE!!!! who wants to donate $$$$$$$$ to me???

yo! ahaha..hmm.. exams are finally over.. dun noe what to do with my time.. ahahazz..this morn watched a china movie bout this girl hu was only 13 and she is already a substitute teacher.. nuthing much to sae bout her.. she became damn irritating near the end.. oh wells..hmm then had recess..then played netball..was quite fun..walkathon briefing.. blahz blahz blahz.. will be getting our shirt tmm.. gonna die.. hafta pass up the walkathon card tmm.. have less than $50.. haiz.. shall top it up myself.. i am SO broke now k..bet wif mich that she wun fail her chem.. coke float..i am so gonna win the bet..hahahahhahaha..went to ntuc wif jia min.. din noe that supermarkets were actually so damn fun.. :D *grinx* then went to cold storage to look for jelly belly (jelly beans) for hailing.. and guess how much they cost????!!!! $10.05 !!!! the $4 she gave mi wasn't even enough..haahz.. that's about all for today.. and here i am eating digestive biscuit and kit kat for lunch.. not very healthy.. i noe..
A MIRACLE happened yesterdae!! i mananged to remember to record buffy.. proud of myself..on tues went to collect my library card.. then dun have my mum's which was lost together.. anyway.. borrowed the 10th darren shan book "Lake of Souls" it was damn nice.. the way the author plots his stories.. INTERESTING!!!!! can't wait till the next book which is suppose to come out in june.. *_*

wheeeeeee~~~ damn happy to dae k..haha.. finally went jogging and i actually woke up in time..hahaz proud of myself.. then went to j8 to watch van helsing.. was late for like 25 mins..hahaz.. sorry hailing.. but got to the movie in time.it was NICE.. werewolves and all.. :P.. then went to walk around.. then left j8 at bout 2 something i think..went to plaza singapura on my own coz din want to go home..hahaz.. actually wanted to go to the times bookshop to see got any books.. specifically the darren shan book..hahahz.. then in the end met up wif yanling and jia min.. damn farni.. yanling wearing sandals..hhahaz.. should get a pair of new shoes..heehehe..bought a skirt..hmm.. and i had my ears pierced for the THIRD time!!!! i SWEAR i'm goin to keep the hole open.!!!! anyway thats wat i said the last time too..hahaz.. hmm..then met my mum and went home together.. exhange my slippers for her heels coz her feet pain.. and i found out i CAN"T walk while wearing heels..hahahz...so damn uncomfortable..anyway.. shall stop now.. gonna have dinner soon..rather short entry..:D

GOOD morning!!! yawnz.. still feel like goin back to sleep..ahahaz.. lazy pig..
went out with my cuzzie yesterdae..walked around orchard..now my poor feet has blisters..stupid shoes..ahahz..took prints AGAIN..my money is all flying away and i am suppose to be saving..heck.thot i saw a guy who looks damn familiar but can't remember hu..hmmm...oooooooooHHHHHHHhhhhh... just saw the harry potter trailer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn nice can!!! hahahz.. wanna watch it!!!!! can't wait..argh..thinks its about time to reread the third book again..hahahz..nice.. wonder how long it would be.. the longer the better hahaz..wat about the fourth book?? hmmm..its so damn thick..
oh yeah..lemme continue before i was interrupted by the NICE trailer..hahaz..
went kino..bought the .hack comic.. dunnoe whether i bought the correct version or not.. played .hack infection yesterdae.. quite nice..but still not very sure how to play..must get my bro to teach mi..hahahz..
stayed up till 12am to finish reading the darren shan book even though i was so tired.. so freaking nice.. wanna get my hands on the lake of souls.. stupid vampaneze and kewl vampires..hahahz..its sooo damn sad can.. almost wanted to cry!!! why must Mr Crepsley die!?!?!? he's such a good character and worst of all.. he died in vain..argh.. stupid steve leonard..hu's by the way the REAL Lord of the Vampaneze..the fact only became quite obvious near Mr Crespley's death..so sadz..can't die in peace..
woOOHhooOOO my buffy show completed dl-ding already.!!! ahahz.. *jumps for joy* shall go watch now.. taa~~

.:They say it takes a minute to find a special person:.
.:An hour to appreciate them... a day to love them...:.
.:But an entire life to forget them ... :.

heyhey!!! *big smile* the exams are FINALLY over..yawnz.. feelin kinda sleepy now and its so damn hot..hmmm had a maths paper todae, THE LAST PAPER!!! *screams for joy* everything looks so blurry and grey now.. think should sleep soon..yawns
went out with hailing weng and simone todae..quite farni.. went to crepes and cream to eat at citylink..it wasn't as nice as i had expected.. shouldn't have ordered the chicken-mushroom crepe thingy.. ewwwwwww.. the pasta was ok.. the best thing was the root beer float which was the most yummy..hehe.. ice creams.. now i feel like eating ice cream..lalalz...*pepper* tons of it.. wahahahhahahhaha..damn farni.. went to hmv blahz blahz..wanna get the lion king vcd.. $14 something...wanna save up to get the first season of buffy..hmmm.. that means that i have to save like 88 bucks??
went bugis to take prints..kino..lalala..then managed to persuade simone to pon chua..hahaz.. went to taka--> orchard library..met julianne..hmm.. just found out that orchard library has quite a nice selection of comics.. baby blues.. oh oh!!!! and some body sctually found my library card and returned it to tp library..bless that person..but if he or she is the one who took my whole wallet and only returned that stupid card..fuck you!!!!!!!!! argh..my NEW wallet..
sweating.. its not good having a room beside the air con compressor..
then met my parents for dinner..yar..last episode of spice siblings..can't stand cynthia koh.. bleahz.. it was quite ok.. but wen he could have died in a nicer place like the beach instead of the stupid untidy small room..bet it would have been more touching..hehe..todae is one of the nicest dae.. :D found the book that i was lookin for.. darren shan:killers of the dawn (9)the series is quite nice.. vampires and vampaneze..must go refresh my memeory..
things i plan to do after the exams (NOW):
movies: Van helsing, Troy, Shrek 2, Day After Tmm, HARRY POTTER (duhz)...
jog, swim, roller blade,shop,eat,shop,eat..hahahahahz.. SLEEP..
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... and to yuting.. dun be too upset over wat happened todae k.. =D smile smile.. hope that troy was nice..

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hmm..its the exam period now and i bet most pple are burying their heads in the tbs..and i noe i shouldn't be here blogging..anyway haven blogged for like one week already??
wanna change my skin but can't find one that i like..think tt there's some problem with this..wateva..
mayb after the exams during the june hols i will TRY..i repeat Try.. to make one myself..hahaz..sounds quite fun..haiz..can't wait till the exams are over manz.. then its fun all the way.. yeah riiiiiight..
okey..lets start on tues..went to put my braces..din noe that it would hurt so much..someone should have warned mi then i would have went to eat all the hard food..now can't really bite that well..its getting better though..and i will soon be able to eat properly again.~~ woohoo..anyway..now there's this wire thing that isn't cut properly and it SCRATCHING against my cheeks..bleahz..i chose orange but the doc gave mi something that looked like peach colour..cheater..faded orange..argh..anyway will have plenty of chnaces to change it..din go to school again..had tuition.. one pathetic dae gone..
so now its on to wed..study study study..wats more to sae??
thurs..had ss crap..went to walk around in cold storage after exams..din noe that supermarkets could be sooo fun *roll eyes* study study..sleep sleep..planned to study till 2.am.. but after 12 midnight i got so scared by all the weird noise that i decided to go to sleep..and i wasn't even really that tired..
today=fri..late paper..hist. crap again..everyone was like spotting questions.. and now i am here..
shall go study for my maths later..
emaths-->mon
physics-->tues
geog -->wed
chem-->thurs
amaths-->fri
*screams for joy*
that dae seems so faraway...
thot tt i got a lot of things to sae..but now.. hmmm..
i dun think anyone has really seen mi gettin REALLY pissed before..except mayb my parents and some of my good frens..i am those hu can't get too close to anybody for a long time..they will eventually get on my nerves..every lil' thing will irritate mi..and i would distant myself ..haiz..it seems as though only yu ting noes wat i am talking bout and understands..hmm..anyway tts how i lost some of my closest frns..some i regret some i don't..its better that way.. *mood swings*
feel tat i am losing touch with a lot of things..and pple are just slipping by..i really wished that i could turn back time..been wishing for a time machine ever since i was in sec one..it's no use..all i can do now is to look forward to each and every dae and hope that it would turn out just fine..life's getting kinda borin though..why are we here?? to study??get a degree??work??earn money??prevent ourselves from getting extinct?? is that all life is about?? it seems so... i dunnoe.. monotonous..boring.. always live life to the fullest wat does it really mean?? wat is the fullest??.. been crappin tooooo much already.. oh wells.. shall go and mug..bleahz..
think tt i am gonna fail the whole exam..its better to fail now than to fail during the prelims or the Os.. l _ l