I have no idea wat i want anymore..
can't i just make up my mind and stick to the decisions i've made.
shud stop being so freakin fickle minded
why can't i choose wat i want to see?
and shut my eyes to those that are unpleasant?
i hate it.. but wat can i do?
O levels results are like comin out soon..
Ignorance is bliss**
-sobs-
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Because you make mi believe in myself..
when nobody else can help..
i've been stonin a lot lately.. just starin into space..
stupid things goin thru my mind.. stuff that i would rather not think abt..
hmmms. results are goin to be out soon.. wish that it wld be fri but most said that it would be on mon. not really lookin forward to it.. once its out.. everything might just have to start all over again..
suddenly i have no idea wat i want to sae..
went to make my singpass todae.. it din take tt long. just hope that i wld be able to remember the blardy password. i have a "good" memory..
met inka at j8.. lols! met kelly on the bus yest and met bonnie when she crashed cjc.
hehs. its meetin the bimbo grp time..
for some unknown reason i dun really miss 4/8 now.. just missin certain grps of pple..
ponned sch on mon. wasted some time persuadin my mum.. was suppose to finish up my tutorials and cleanin up my room but ended up watchin a movie and walkin ard little india with my dad.. apparently he is clearin his leave.. i chose such a great time to pon rite.. -_-"
watched Million Dollar Baby.. basically abt this female boxer who became paralysed and asked fer euthanasia... which reminds mi of the debate which we had in sec 3..
sun. went for the STUPID band concert.. did i mention that it sux?? well it did. left halfway and ju. jia min. and me ended up at crepes and cream eatin SUPER DUD's BOWl (at least i think tts wat its called) everyone was starinnn. kewl. lols. tt was wayyyy more fun than the band concert and by the way ij band concert was SOOOOO much better.
oooooh. yeas. went to queensway after chua with ju to look at shoes. bought a pair if adidas.. hope it wun get lost again..
i am bored.. and too lazy to continue typin. bleahs. =P
when nobody else can help..
i've been stonin a lot lately.. just starin into space..
stupid things goin thru my mind.. stuff that i would rather not think abt..
hmmms. results are goin to be out soon.. wish that it wld be fri but most said that it would be on mon. not really lookin forward to it.. once its out.. everything might just have to start all over again..
suddenly i have no idea wat i want to sae..
went to make my singpass todae.. it din take tt long. just hope that i wld be able to remember the blardy password. i have a "good" memory..
met inka at j8.. lols! met kelly on the bus yest and met bonnie when she crashed cjc.
hehs. its meetin the bimbo grp time..
for some unknown reason i dun really miss 4/8 now.. just missin certain grps of pple..
ponned sch on mon. wasted some time persuadin my mum.. was suppose to finish up my tutorials and cleanin up my room but ended up watchin a movie and walkin ard little india with my dad.. apparently he is clearin his leave.. i chose such a great time to pon rite.. -_-"
watched Million Dollar Baby.. basically abt this female boxer who became paralysed and asked fer euthanasia... which reminds mi of the debate which we had in sec 3..
sun. went for the STUPID band concert.. did i mention that it sux?? well it did. left halfway and ju. jia min. and me ended up at crepes and cream eatin SUPER DUD's BOWl (at least i think tts wat its called) everyone was starinnn. kewl. lols. tt was wayyyy more fun than the band concert and by the way ij band concert was SOOOOO much better.
oooooh. yeas. went to queensway after chua with ju to look at shoes. bought a pair if adidas.. hope it wun get lost again..
i am bored.. and too lazy to continue typin. bleahs. =P
Friday, February 18, 2005
PUKE
here I go
thinking of you again
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know-oh-oh-oh-ho
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem
But off of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa
I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of
Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta
So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a
Bout to rattle off some other reasons
I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you
On my arm, but what do I go and do
I go and get another one, now I got two
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin
I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again
My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim
Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it
If you only knew how much I hated you
For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through
Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you
Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter
But I thought a song would probably be a little better
Instead of a letter
That you'd probably just shred up--yeah
I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of
How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a
Paper, I'd rather let you see how
Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle
You're a fuckin' cokein' slut, I hope you fuckin' die
I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye
I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut--I hope you die
Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie
But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad
It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back
It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak
-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag
What else can I do, I haven't got a clue
Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to
But every time I think of you now, I'll I wanna do
Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you, I puke
Fuckin' bitch
feelin soooo much better now.. -big smiles-
coffee is seriously my anti-depressant..
the wonders wat a can of nescafe regular can make..
can't wait fer tmm.. goin shoppin with darlin wengs!!
highlight of the day mans!! sooo lookin forward to it..
hehs!!
today has been quite funn..
another crappy day.. oh wells. trng was slack..
currently listenin to mockingbird..
here I go
thinking of you again
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know-oh-oh-oh-ho
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem
But off of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa
I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of
Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta
So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a
Bout to rattle off some other reasons
I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you
On my arm, but what do I go and do
I go and get another one, now I got two
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin
I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again
My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim
Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it
If you only knew how much I hated you
For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through
Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you
Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter
But I thought a song would probably be a little better
Instead of a letter
That you'd probably just shred up--yeah
I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of
How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a
Paper, I'd rather let you see how
Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle
You're a fuckin' cokein' slut, I hope you fuckin' die
I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye
I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut--I hope you die
Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie
But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad
It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back
It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak
-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag
What else can I do, I haven't got a clue
Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to
But every time I think of you now, I'll I wanna do
Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you, I puke
Fuckin' bitch
feelin soooo much better now.. -big smiles-
coffee is seriously my anti-depressant..
the wonders wat a can of nescafe regular can make..
can't wait fer tmm.. goin shoppin with darlin wengs!!
highlight of the day mans!! sooo lookin forward to it..
hehs!!
today has been quite funn..
another crappy day.. oh wells. trng was slack..
currently listenin to mockingbird..
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Lost Again
Lost and then found oh I know you are around,
I can't help but to look in the clouds,
If I had to guess as to where you would be,
it's looking out on over me,
I never thought that moment would come
when I'd have to look out my window alone,
now I'm watching the stars and still hoping to see
the day when you will come back to me,
And everything that you thought was fine
has turned its back into more than time,
You said to me that its all allright,
you can't find yourself today,
Lost and then found how I live for that day,
some call me crazy for thinking this way,
my life seems so empty, its rained for a while
Your eyes still glow, How I love your smile
And everything that you thought was fine
has turned its back into more than time,
You said to me that its all allright,
you can't find yourself today
niceeee!!!!
i'm gettin irritated too easily.. tts not good!! not good at all..
i need time off.. i can't help it but feel the way i do..
=/ oh wells. Dun mean to be mean..
hmmms. valentine week! was quite fun!!
but there's no MTVAA this year.. rrrrite cheryl??
i really miss valentine in ij..
bought a cute sunflower for wengs!! owe her too much!!
-winks- love her to bits!!!
hehs.
sat havin sajc funfair.. hailing said she wun be able to go.. sobs..
hope wengs is free on sat.. then we can go SHOPPING!! lookin forward to it! =D
sun.. band concert.. not too enthu bout that.. but too bad bought the tix already.. think i shud be quite ok lahs.
oh wells. hope everything would turn put alrite.. not feelin too happy these few days..
but my mood shall change!! i will force it too..
freakin tired..
Lost and then found oh I know you are around,
I can't help but to look in the clouds,
If I had to guess as to where you would be,
it's looking out on over me,
I never thought that moment would come
when I'd have to look out my window alone,
now I'm watching the stars and still hoping to see
the day when you will come back to me,
And everything that you thought was fine
has turned its back into more than time,
You said to me that its all allright,
you can't find yourself today,
Lost and then found how I live for that day,
some call me crazy for thinking this way,
my life seems so empty, its rained for a while
Your eyes still glow, How I love your smile
And everything that you thought was fine
has turned its back into more than time,
You said to me that its all allright,
you can't find yourself today
niceeee!!!!
i'm gettin irritated too easily.. tts not good!! not good at all..
i need time off.. i can't help it but feel the way i do..
=/ oh wells. Dun mean to be mean..
hmmms. valentine week! was quite fun!!
but there's no MTVAA this year.. rrrrite cheryl??
i really miss valentine in ij..
bought a cute sunflower for wengs!! owe her too much!!
-winks- love her to bits!!!
hehs.
sat havin sajc funfair.. hailing said she wun be able to go.. sobs..
hope wengs is free on sat.. then we can go SHOPPING!! lookin forward to it! =D
sun.. band concert.. not too enthu bout that.. but too bad bought the tix already.. think i shud be quite ok lahs.
oh wells. hope everything would turn put alrite.. not feelin too happy these few days..
but my mood shall change!! i will force it too..
freakin tired..
Saturday, February 12, 2005
The Way
There's somethin' 'bout the way
You look tonight
There's somethin' bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you
There's somethin' 'bout the way
Your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that
I get nervous when you're around
And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight
It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way
Somethin' 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh, girl
Maybe it's the look
You get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that
It makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feelin' stays the same
In the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight (tonight)
It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way
I can't put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you, baby
So don't ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin' 'bout the way
It's in the way that (Oh)
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)
Oh (It's in the way that)
You hold me (the way you hold me, yeah)
And the way that
You know me (the way you know me)
When I can find the right words to say (Feel it in the)
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me (feelin')
The way-ay-ay-ay-ay ~ (feel it in the way)
There's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothin' more to say than
I feel it in the way
hmmmms.. its a nice song!!
valentines day is comin up and i haven finished makin prezzies!!
leavin it till the last min.. hope i can finish tho..
welll... todae have been quite an uneventful day.. bleahs. super borin..
here goes..
woke up at 10am. shall we dance. com.lunch.uncle's house.home.dinner.com.
wat can be worse than tt??
yeps. anyhow. prays that wengs eye would be fine soon.. then she can wear her contacts and be not so geeky..lols!
interesting stuff happened on thurs.. but can't tell.. shhhhhhhh..
rofl.. couldn't stop laughin for soooo damn long...
damn farni.. rrrite ju??
feel like changin my template again.. its startin to bore mi..
but i'm too lazy to make another one myself and there's nothing nice on blogskins.
so yeps.
think we would be gettin back our results like in a few weeks time.. i totally dread it.. damn. like the way things are now.. dunch wan my results to spoil the fun..
-BORED-
somebody enetertain mi please!!! =D
ooooh.. and i really really really really really want to change my phone!!
samsung e800.. but my contract's not up yet.. and if i have to change to starhub i have to pay like $250 to singtel.. which i dun wan to.. so yeas.
hmmms. mum was like suggestin that i just buy the phone itself. but its gonna be so blardy ex and i have to use my own money.. damn.. things are just soooo not perfect..
shall go on a saving spree.. wish me luck.. hehs.
There's somethin' 'bout the way
You look tonight
There's somethin' bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you
There's somethin' 'bout the way
Your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that
I get nervous when you're around
And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight
It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way
Somethin' 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh, girl
Maybe it's the look
You get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that
It makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feelin' stays the same
In the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight (tonight)
It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way
I can't put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you, baby
So don't ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin' 'bout the way
It's in the way that (Oh)
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)
Oh (It's in the way that)
You hold me (the way you hold me, yeah)
And the way that
You know me (the way you know me)
When I can find the right words to say (Feel it in the)
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me (feelin')
The way-ay-ay-ay-ay ~ (feel it in the way)
There's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothin' more to say than
I feel it in the way
hmmmms.. its a nice song!!
valentines day is comin up and i haven finished makin prezzies!!
leavin it till the last min.. hope i can finish tho..
welll... todae have been quite an uneventful day.. bleahs. super borin..
here goes..
woke up at 10am. shall we dance. com.lunch.uncle's house.home.dinner.com.
wat can be worse than tt??
yeps. anyhow. prays that wengs eye would be fine soon.. then she can wear her contacts and be not so geeky..lols!
interesting stuff happened on thurs.. but can't tell.. shhhhhhhh..
rofl.. couldn't stop laughin for soooo damn long...
damn farni.. rrrite ju??
feel like changin my template again.. its startin to bore mi..
but i'm too lazy to make another one myself and there's nothing nice on blogskins.
so yeps.
think we would be gettin back our results like in a few weeks time.. i totally dread it.. damn. like the way things are now.. dunch wan my results to spoil the fun..
-BORED-
somebody enetertain mi please!!! =D
ooooh.. and i really really really really really want to change my phone!!
samsung e800.. but my contract's not up yet.. and if i have to change to starhub i have to pay like $250 to singtel.. which i dun wan to.. so yeas.
hmmms. mum was like suggestin that i just buy the phone itself. but its gonna be so blardy ex and i have to use my own money.. damn.. things are just soooo not perfect..
shall go on a saving spree.. wish me luck.. hehs.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
ahhhh.. yes! it CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
happy chinese new year everyone!!!
i decided its time to blog fer a while.
hehs. just came home from grandma's house. and the weather is so bloody hot.
haven count the amt of money yet.. muahahhas. tts the only good thing bout chinese new year..
the red packets. $_$
currently dl rose online which is takin friggin long..
hmmms. was forced to play heart attack with my cousin.. siansss.
lols. fallinnn asleep.. think i shall end here..
happy chinese new year everyone!!!
i decided its time to blog fer a while.
hehs. just came home from grandma's house. and the weather is so bloody hot.
haven count the amt of money yet.. muahahhas. tts the only good thing bout chinese new year..
the red packets. $_$
currently dl rose online which is takin friggin long..
hmmms. was forced to play heart attack with my cousin.. siansss.
lols. fallinnn asleep.. think i shall end here..
Thursday, February 03, 2005
i think its time fer mi to blog. lols.
i am gettin SUPER lazy mans! hehs.
today. yeps. wat did we do..
woke up like 5:15 just to go to school fer runs.
and i made it dere on time -clap clap-
sch was pretty borin.. pe was FUN!!!!
walked thru the jungke and was suppose to end up in "bukit timah" . wahahha.
which reminds mi.. doris still has one of my saga seed.
lecture day. damn borinnnn. yawns.
went out with part of the class to have lunch at j8.. walked ard..
met wengs.. sheryl ju left fer sch.. supposedly hafta go fer the nyaa thingy.. but. lazy larsss!!
left with wengs!!!
we talked and talked and talked!!
haven really talk to her in sucha long time even tho we see each other like everyday!!
lurrve it!! hehs. went to kovan macs and talked some more..
and yeas. tt place really brought back good memories.. us studyin together.. and the mirror!! wahahah!! shall leave a msg here fer her too.. since she left mi one on her blog. hehs
weng!!! i lurveeee u tooo dear!!!!!
lols! shld really just sit dwn and talk once in a while lorr.
anddd you dun have to pray lahs!! its impossible..
-hugx-
shall go offline soon and get on with chem. bleahs. still stuck at question three. and i screwed up physics test! wahahha. not a surprise.. bleahs.
i am gettin SUPER lazy mans! hehs.
today. yeps. wat did we do..
woke up like 5:15 just to go to school fer runs.
and i made it dere on time -clap clap-
sch was pretty borin.. pe was FUN!!!!
walked thru the jungke and was suppose to end up in "bukit timah" . wahahha.
which reminds mi.. doris still has one of my saga seed.
lecture day. damn borinnnn. yawns.
went out with part of the class to have lunch at j8.. walked ard..
met wengs.. sheryl ju left fer sch.. supposedly hafta go fer the nyaa thingy.. but. lazy larsss!!
left with wengs!!!
we talked and talked and talked!!
haven really talk to her in sucha long time even tho we see each other like everyday!!
lurrve it!! hehs. went to kovan macs and talked some more..
and yeas. tt place really brought back good memories.. us studyin together.. and the mirror!! wahahah!! shall leave a msg here fer her too.. since she left mi one on her blog. hehs
weng!!! i lurveeee u tooo dear!!!!!
lols! shld really just sit dwn and talk once in a while lorr.
anddd you dun have to pray lahs!! its impossible..
-hugx-
shall go offline soon and get on with chem. bleahs. still stuck at question three. and i screwed up physics test! wahahha. not a surprise.. bleahs.
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